"am I ugly?"

Title courtesy of the movie 'Eternal Sunshine of The Spotless Mind'.

"you held me down in this starless city"

So, had breakfast, ate a bunch of fattening food with maggy while the boys (the boy and flutterby) watched, made sure I was full as fuck then went home.

yes, not a very productive start to my day.

Opened the door to my house and immediately regreted going home.

*sighs*

Honestly, why bother getting married in the first place you people?

Anyways, to waste my not so precious time, I took the quiz that maggy has linked on her page.

Hm, each answer(?) i got is like a slow punch that pierces right through your soul.

This is what i got:

Your view on yourself:

Other people find you very interesting, but you are really hiding your true self. Your friends love you because you are a good listener. They'll probably still love you if you learn to be yourself with them.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You are not looking merely for a girl/boyfriend - you are looking for your life partner. Perhaps you should be more open-minded about who you spend time with. The person you are looking for might hide their charm under their exterior.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:

You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?

Your views on education:

Education is less important than the real world out there, away from the classroom. Deep inside you want to start working, earning money and living on your own.

The right job for you:

You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:

You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:

You are afraid of having no one to rely on in times of trouble. You don't ever want to be unable to take care of yourself. Independence is important to you.

Who is your true self:

You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

Soooooooo. yeah.

To change the topic, last night flutterby attempted to send me home but F-boy(hahaha, xde idea untuk nick aa) drove me back instead.

hahahahaha.

bodo aa flutterby.

x)

off to go find something else to do.

toodles.

*******

F-Boy is now known as Sloppy DS.

Don't ask me what Sloppy DS is, I won't tell.

x)

"it takes a handful of guts just to say how much I adore you"