Saturday, January 11, 2014

Running With Scissors.

"I know exactly how that is. To love somebody who doesn't deserve it. Because they are all you have. Because any attention is better than no attention. For exactly the same reason, it us sometimes satisfying to cut yourself and bleed. On those gray days where eight in the morning looks no different from noon and nothing has happened and nothing is going to happen and you are washing a glass in the sink and it breaks -accidentally- and punctures your skin. And then there is this shocking red, the brightest thing in the day, so vibrant it buzzes, this blood of yours. That is okay sometimes because at least you know you're alive."

PS: Don't ever settle for someone less than you deserve.

Saturday, January 4, 2014

Sweet child o' mine.

I had a dream about mother last night. I was so angry. I woke up crying.

I always wake up crying in anger when I dream about her.

Biggest lesson I learned from her: never have kids.

I will make for a shit parent.

Q.