Monday, July 8, 2013

I'm bringing sexy back, Y E A H.

"Let's be alone together, we'll stay young forever" 

 Many many hello!! It's been almost 2 years since my last blog post here! People tell me I should continue writing here but between school and being the lazy bum that I am, it has taken me 2 years to actually publish another post. I actually come here a lot and write but then I save them so they remain as drafts, gathering virtual dust in this website's server. So I decided that today I will, regardless of how pointless this post may end up being, publish a blogpost. 

Let's see, a lot has happened since I last wrote here. Two years is quite a long time not to be writing. I don't have to continue with this blog (it is a dying field anyway; blogging) but I feel obligated to keep it not only because I like reading about past me and her thoughts on things but because I feel like it would be nice to keep an outlet for me to write my long opinion on things people may or may not care about. I don't even know if there is anyone reading this blog, I don't even know if there are that many of you out there who used to read my blog before but I'd like to think that at least one person would come by once in a while (within these past two years, yeah laughable I know) and check to see if I'd posted anything. 

 AAAAANYWAY, I got into law school, I voluntarily quit after a year of law school because I realised that it was doing more harm to me than good, I've made a bunch of new friends, I met A LOTTTTTT (like really a lot) of new people I absolutely adore, I've lost some friends, reconnected with old ones and I checked off a few things off my bucket list. 2012 wasn't much of an exciting, adventurous year I had hoped it would be. It was mostly filled with me trying ('trying' really is the keyword here) to keep up with law school and unceremoniously failing to do as well as I'd wished. Law school was tough and had I thought that I will not end up killing myself at the end of it, I might have actually gone through with it. But after some personal battles and months of serious conversations with my Dad, I decided that it would be best for me to leave law school and do something that would keep me alive. I hate quitting and giving up but I'd hate to have gone crazy over school. I haven't quite figured out what to do next and that's unlike me because I always at least have a vague outline of what I want to do for myself but I guess life's all about the unexpected detours right? 

I applied to do journalism but unfortunately the university misplaced my enrollment documents and I'd have to wait for the next intake in March to be able to pursue my degree. That's okay, more time for me to do things I've always wanted to do !! Oh in the process of applying for journalism, I found out that when I enrolled the first time, I actually filled out 'journalism' as my choice of course but I ended up getting accepted for a law degree instead. What a bizarre discovery. 

 Aside from enrolling and leaving law school, I went to meet up with a bunch of people I've been dying to meet recently. Since we're all from different parts of the world, we collectively decided that Singapore concert was the perfect place to meet up with everyone. I arrived there and stayed at the hotel with the lovely, Bomz who was so nice to me I didn't know what to do with myself. I met a bunch of other people too, Liz in particular was very hard to miss because of her red hair. I stayed there for a night and stupidly did not bring my camera out and about with me so I actually don't have any pictures with anyone except with Bomz when we were in our hotel room. 

I traveled to Singapore alone and it may not seem like a big deal to you but I have never travelled alone and since I am one of the most paranoid person I know, I worried a lot about flying to a different country by myself... Even if it's just Singapore. But it all ended well. That was my third visit to Singapore this year, thanks to Imran (and that shall be shared the next time I blog) and I want to go again because I want to eat that famous stingray dish I keep hearing about. 

 I've actually plenty more to write now that I'm in my writing mood but I have to go take a shower and get ready because I'm meeting up with two of my favourite boys tonight :) Pictures next time !!!! Bye. 

 p.s. Is it weird that I kind of hope someone actually reads this blog? (and kind of sad because I actually think no one reads this blog hahha) 


"Baby let me get you high, high, higher. Open up the doors, light my fire"


  1. Yes, Qila. There's someone who still reads your blog and she did wonder when you would write a new post. She's now so glad that you finally did. Haha. I may have written less than I used to but I do regularly visit other people's blogs including yours. So yeah :D

    Best of luck for whatever path you're gonna lead. And stay awesome! :D

    1. Hehe, thank you. Words may not come off genuine at this little corner of a dusty blog but I really am touched that you still read my blog. This made my day <3

      Thank you , you too. Study hardddd !! :D

  2. I have this feeling that you will succeed one day. Not immediately but eventually. Have faith in yourself!

    Good luck!

    1. Eventually sounds soooo far away right now. But thank you, good to know someone out there thinks I may succeed someday ^^

      P.S. Do you randomly come by here to see if I've updated or was this some kind of hunch you had that I have indeed updated? Haha bye