Just because.

“I won’t worry my life away. You can turn off the sun, but I’m still gonna shine”

So did I tell you guys I rode in an ambulance at 1130 at night to go to the hospital while I was at college? Yeah, it was by far one of the coolest (and most torturous) experiences that I have ever had to go through since I started studying here. I wouldn’t want to bore you (or possibly disgust you) with the tale of why the emergency hotline was called on my behalf that night. But rest assured; I am now on my way back to full recovery. Although, I do need to say this, the painkillers I was prescribed that night, don’t help. Like, seriously… I’ve gotten stronger medications before, and let me say this, eating those pills are just like popping disgusting tasting, powdery candy compared to the pills I’ve had to take before.

Moving on, have I introduced you guys to Mimi, E and Cekodok? (yes, cekodok is the orange cat, held lovingly by the seemingly sane; Mimi) This couple of people is so awesome, I can’t think of a more awesomer word than ‘awesome’ to describe the awesomeness that they are. Mimi’s the really weird, awkward, totally recluse but crazy cool and outgoing once you get to know her type of girl whilst E is just really loud, and sort of rude, but is completely adorable (plus she has the most obnoxiously cute laugh in the world, it is SO cute) and likeable you just can’t help but cuddle up and make weird noises with her like wo’ wo’ wo’ or shouuu’! (x I think combining the three of us together is so lethal because when we’re in the mood, it can take some time to adjust to how we are, but it’s all good.. We have fun :D

It’s almost the end of the semester and after all the getting used to, it has come to my realization that I actually enjoy being here. I mean; the comfort you find here in the people and the place itself is just beyond what I have ever had the opportunity to experience before. I literally have shed blood, gallons of sweat and plenty of tears here that it would tug on my heartstrings to leave this place next year. Anyhow, this last couple of weeks before the raya holidays has been keeping me busy, so busy that I had this entry typed out on Microsoft word so that when I am free enough I can just copy paste it onto my blogger. We (that is to say, the part one pre-lawrians) are so effing busy with all the bel tests, the csc’s final project (which I haven’t started on!) that incidentally carries 20% of my overall marks and has to be presented and sent by next Thursday and both the 012 and 016 law subjects that I feel like it’s about time my brain and my body gave up… But here I am, still standing, holding my “Law, Morality, Justice, Freedom and Equality” book. Hahah.

For the best friends who are wondering, YES, we’re both fine. After all we’ve been through to get to where we are; it isn’t going to be as easy as that to go back one step. But, I still love you guys for everything y’all did that week to cheer me up. Thanks Dian honey and Aiman… I’ll love both of you forever. (: And of course you Sayang, love you la dude ;D

“Yes there’s love if you want it, don’t sound like no sonnet, my lord”