'I love you'

'I love you' is not something that I find easy to express to people I have definite love for.
People I love deeply can attest to how rare it is that I vocalise my love for them.

But in the face of new life and probable death,
Upon hearing your loved one, on the phone, holding their breaths in an attempt to will the pain away,
My brain and my heart came together,
And my tongue slipped the 3 words as easily as a skier cruising down a steep slope of snow,
Sliding on my tongue and out my lips,
Conveying my love,
Moving beyond the telephone wires that kept us apart,
Reaching the heart of my loved one at the other end of the line.

"I love you, I love you, I love you"

I cannot seem to say it enough.

I love you.
Be safe.

I love you.
I'll see you soon.

I love you.
I love you.
I love you.

별.

It's almost 4 in the morning and sleep has eluded me once again. Lying awake in my bedroom, looking out the window.

What a surprise.

There is a star in sight. One tiny blinking ball of light. I don't remember the last time I looked up the sky and saw stars. One star in the not so dark sky.

I'd like to say I hate the light pollution but I am afraid of the dark. This star must be an incredibly bright one to beat all the odds and shine in the illuminated city sky.

I never knew I'd feel this good seeing a star.

아, 살아있네.
I feel alive.

Also. Making a point to incorporate as much 한글 in my life as I can or learning the language will go to waste.

Need to be properly trilingual before I start learning another language.

Mastering at least 6 languages is one of my life goals. Yes, I am a simple person with simple goals.

잘자요~오오옹.
Sleep well.

Friends who fly together, stick together.
Just missing our jet setting days.

Lol.

K. Not jet setting but we did fly some.

P.s. He could afford a private jet if he wanted to. God knows he flies around enough to justify needing one.

Rindu pula.

oxymoronous git.

Constantly in awe at how different a person seem when you don't know them.
How people you cherish now were once strangers.
Strange strangers.

How perception dictates the way you feel
About a person
About love
About life.
Getting to know something deeply will alter the reality of it.
Not one person perceives another in exactly the same way.
How I see things are not how anyone else would.
How you see life will never be precisely how I see it.
I guess
I guess
Reality is merely fiction.
Because you cannot trust how your mind, your heart choose to see things.

Reality is fiction.
Not that it matters.

The landslide brought me down.

So in the mourning, I'll rise.
In the mourning I'll let you die.

Give me your filth,
Make it rough.
Let me, let me..
Trash your love.

Miss Missing You.

Sometimes before it gets better,
The darkness gets bigger,
The person that you'd take a bullet for is behind the trigger.
Oh.
We're fading fast,
I miss missing you now and then.